fight for our own

problems occurs again...no more topic between us...don't know why felt insecure...afraid somemore..
he asked me:"you very unhappy to be with me?"no,but sometimes really very unhappy.
he asked me again:"you wish to break up with me?"no,i never wish to break up with you.
i'm very sure for this,because i loved you.i'm really sorry for my dear because a small things,i can't make it well...even just a simple hang out with him,i can't made it too.but my dear treated me good,he doesn't blame me for this..he said what he wants is my love and care.i love him then enough..he told me he wish to hear everythings from me,but sometimes i do not tell you what my feeling just because i can't find the right words to make you understand.hope you can realize that my situation...
dear,i'm really wish i could drive to your house for accompany you.we can cook together in kitchen,playing with wawa,take a short nap together on sofa or doing revision together..that all i hope and wish..one more thing,i really hope it much.i wish "quarrel" disappear forever between  you and your family...especially you mom.i know you already felt annoyed and fed up with your family but you must faced it stronger.the struggle for this trouble was long and hard but i will always by your side...GOD is unfair,what we want.we won't get easily.do you agree with this?do you remember what you answering me.SO WE MUST TRY TO FIGHT FOR OUR OWN.yea!fight for our own...i won't think too much anymore...just think and find a best way to our future^^